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My best friend and me we have had hard times the last years since
the death of my Daddy in April 2005. This was the time about the
year 2005 I discovered a big lie about my life identity I'm living
since the year of 1977. Still living today. I have lost my memory
of my right birth and my real family in the past. Bevore this we
have had ever contact till the year 1976. Then because of any political
and familiar problems the contact to my right parents lost in this
time. Some german Nanny-families where I've been lived continousely
since the year of 1977 up to 1984 then staying in a higher private
school till 1990 after that my normal life lived but nobody tells
me the truth about all years. Till the death of my Daddy in the
year 2005 all they let me living in this lie of a wrong identity
all the long years of my life. Then it was a real memory I get the
answer of my right identity by one of a contact of my first early
Nanny of the palace of Monaco still living in Germany till her mysterious
death in the year 2008. About all that circumstances all tries of
my parents in the past to bring me back to my right home failed.
There wasn't anyody in my near suburb of german life who told me
the truth about. All Nanny-families caused in their responsibility
my living way of life in a ly of wrong identity and about that they
are responsible for the lost of my parents too. That's the fact
I do reproach them today. They burn my right papers of birth in
my childhood all together as like a conspiration. That's one of
the facts which happened of all. Not only the onliest. It was completely
wrong and I can't forgive it. Never. My father was waiting of me
to come back I know it because we met us again a few times since
the year 1979 but I didn't know something about and we couldn't
speek free together. I think about all secrets of history he couldn't
explain me the facts or he didn't know that I have lost my conclused
memory of birth. That's my sorrow that I have lost the context.
Now my best friend Ekki and me we have done since after the death
of my Daddy in the year 2005 a lot of enterprises by any ways for
to proof and to constitute my birth of rights till last year 2011.
I have contacted three german advocates for only that in the last
years but it was hopeless. Nothing we could reached. We have written
till the Court of Den Haag by the european way of rights and a lot
of other things we have tried. My best frind and me have been three
times in Monaco to try for a speek together in a friendly way with
the new regime but the onliest thing we have reached that we have
been second times arrested there and the last third time in the
year 2007 we escaped bevore to provide that way once again. In the
last three and a half year I worked in an advocate lawyer office
in Nuremberg and about my work in this office I have written to
a lot of possible offices of the world reigns of old business friends
and possible old connections of my Daddy. The onliest one resultat
has been that the files filled over. I have any pieces of evidence
and all the photos found by the older websites of Monaco and older
books of my father proof the story of my family and birth rights
too. But I don't know today what I can do any more. It is not easily
to stand for it. In the last years nobody of them which are knowing
the facts of my family story and my real identity of heritage birth
didn't help me. Some of them fought against me very hardly. I can't
understand it. About the shocking experience of remember the reality
of my life and the unjustice what was happened one thing is unbroken:
My birth of right! A never endless right - that`s the worth of an
old advocat who was fighting for me in the last few years-. A never
ending right. I'm really sorry about all. But je ne regrette rien.
I will say with it that about the last few years I have been returned
to myself about the summary of all. I did found my real identity
against all lies. That`s like a last gift of my parents given to
me after a long time we lost us for to find us again now belonging
together for ever. I'll further fighting for my future and my rights
and perhaps I will win in the end. My family story is not a shortly
idea or a crazy fantasie. I don't need a new family today or other
new parents to decorate my life. Today I'm 43 years old and I can
absolutely stand for my little life that I lived and clearly I'm
still living today. I'm alive and I know my parents would be grace
and thankful about. Since a long time in my life I stand for myself
and I love my own little life in spite of all problems. Because
it is the basic of me and myself today. My life is no perfect solution
no wishing poem but I didn't expect something and I stand it dignified.
Most times of my life it has been only some really little things
and some lovely and helpful friends I wouldn't forget them for ever.
I lived ever conscientious with care about law and order. All my
life I do so. That's me. I'm not a liar and I'll never give up.
What can we do any more? Who can help me for to constitute my birth
of rights like as the real born crown princess of Monaco to get
my heritage of it. As the onliest physical daughter of my parents
Rainier and Grace. I promised them in my childhood and I do remember.
It's important because it's an absolutely right the right of birth.
The claim of heritage. The responsibility of heritage. It's no joke
and no playing game. So not for me. The world of family is no casinoworld!
There are a lot of old historical circumstances in the background
of my family history also by the history of Monaco too and because
of that there are a lot of leading people involved. It isn't a question
of guilty of anyone but I try only to get back my right identity
and because of it to get back my home of birth belonging together
with my right family. In high absolutely value for my death parents
Prince Rainier and Princess Grace. It is a question of honour. I
could write any more about but I think anybody can a little bit
understand now what is happended about my life. It makes me deeply
sad and I'm feeling in my soul a lot of sorrow about it. It will
never gone. But I can remember me again today of my early childhood
walking hand in hand with my parents and we were playing "angel
flying". Who can help us and who knows the right and real facts
about my history? My own possibilities today are restricted for
to get new contacts and to take new further enterprises. Many problems
like big stones based on this way to the truth of my life in the
past. Is there anybody who can show me the right way for a better
future? A witness who wants help for a new start once again to the
home of my birth. The way back home to Monaco without disgrace.
I want to get my right papers of birth that's my wish and my request.
I'm hopeful.
A lot of greetings to all friends of the world and excuse me for
some of spelling mistakes.
Sincerly
Thanée P. and friend Ekki
Germany, Nuremberg, 19.01.2012
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you can see some pics of me and my best friend Ekki of the last years.